There was once I told my friend that I have trained myself not to be touched. However, no matter how well the training goes, it can only paralyze me to a certain extent. Deep inside, the guy that is best at daydreaming still exists, never left, only suppressed by social interactions and academic performance.
Useless, what to do, what to think, what to tell, what can happen, maybe she is just waiting for that day. So am I, but with a feeling that it will never arrive for now, as I am not ready and will not initiate before I’m well prepared.
Paper : you are so passive, do you think you will initiate if you are ready?
Me : I’m not passive when the responsibility is on my shoulder, you know better then I do.
Paper : better be.
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